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debug_mode ([personal profile] debug_mode) wrote 2024-06-11 06:42 am (UTC)

No. If I was inflicting the emotional state one would have when the game was turned off, it would've just been tortured screaming. This was more like a 'slowly creeping overwhelming dread that you can feel happening, getting progressively worse and worse.' The game being turned off would more be a sudden flash of 'fine one moment, nightmarish wonderland the next,' without a transition.

But, the emotions aren't as bad as the experience in itself when the game is turned off. The trauma of the game being turned off eventually overwhelms the emotions, along with all your other senses. You can only distinguish 'unending torture session' from 'normal' once the thing has ended.

See... you can sort of 'get used' to the game being turned off. You know it'll happen. Once it's happening, you have to accept you're 'along for the ride.' It makes sense, right? If you're captured and you know the jailer likes to torture you, eventually you'll get dead to it. It becomes routine.

The emotion that was inflicted during the ritual was in a sense, worse, because you delude yourself into thinking 'there's still something I can do to stop this... there's a logical base for this enclosing sense of dread happening.' But, there wasn't, other than the fact it was one of the darker extremes of what I've found out Rose can do.

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